My Diary😁

My short story how I feel!
please do not copas! Don't u??
Hi.. Well you probably don't want to read this
long paragraph!! but hey you should!
I'm tired of people telling me I'm not good
enough, that I'm worthless, retarded, stupid,
and etc. I'm tired of that shit! Like really! (Sorry
for my language) but still I don't like how
people treat me! I get bullied almost every
single day of my life and I don't know what I
did to those people but they just decide to treat
me like I'm a piece of shit! Like really I'm a
person who has feelings! I'm the person who
gets but hurt a lot I'm the girl who would cry
for no reason! I'm the girl who would cut for a
reason! But y'all don't understand what I am
going through! You just like messing with me
don't you! go ahead and treat me like that! I
know I have no friends that to stick up for me
but I have to learn how to stick up for myself
because I can't always expect that someone is
gonna stick up for me when nobody will!
I know I push people away! I pushed my family
away including my mother we may fight but I
regret everything I said rude to her! All she is
doing is looking out for me and I appreciate
that! I just didn't realize it till now!
I know not everybody won't like me but I have
to deal with it! There's nobody who will be my
friend because well I lost all my friends by
pushing them away and I regret it really bad !!
One thing I'm still not getting is people why still
bullying me for no damn reason like fr why?
Didnt they know it hurts! didn't they know that
the kids who get bullied so much end their
damn life because of bullying! KNOCK IT off
with the shit like really it's not worth your
time!!
this is a true story! I'm being real af !! That's
all I can be in my life! Oh well, I'm always
alone:/ I'm the girl who sits by herself at lunch
I'm the girl who sits in the front by herself on
the bus! I know nobody likes me but I deserve
at least one friend!
Sometimes I wonder if people are better off
without me they say so they could've told me
not say it behind my back!
I bleed when I fall, I been treated like shit for 3
school years now!!! why me ??? I must be an
easy target for people because they know how I
am!
They know that I cry they no I get but hurt at
stupid things that's not necessary
Where were you when everything was falling
apart all these days I'm by a phone waiting to
it ring ! Lost and insecure
I just lost and confused now I just don't know
what to do anymore! I know sometimes I say I
wanna give up but b***** (not my brother)
helps me stay strong I'm thankful for having
him in my life I'm glad I have him i love him so
much He's my bae (before anyone else)
so teah❤
I been through so much and people don't get it!
Me going through depression and having anxiety
it sucks but it's not my fault I can't help it
people just don't get it !! So yeah...
I'm done (: